Tao

Today got some time to think. I feel like I should not be worked up about anyone or anything. Everything is written. If the Chennai girl's destiny is to be with me, she will be. Else she won't. Whatever I do or don't isn't going to change that. So, I unblocked her. If she wanted to talk to me, she can. I am not expecting anything. Me loving her and expecting her to return my love one day has only caused me heartache.

If my destiny is written somewhere else, that will happen whether I like it or not. I am going to say yes to any girl my dad finds for me. If that girl is my destiny, so be it. I have stopped pretending that I am in control of my life. I am not. Whenever I tried to control my life, it blew up on my face. So, this time I will stand and let the earth move.

Peace.