Chennai Express
Booked tickets for India. Edinburgh to Dubai. Then Dubai to Chennai. I need to find a way to Trivandrum from there. I will reach Chennai on 15th Dec at 20:10. The next flight to Trivandrum is next day at 9. If I get a cab from the airport and go to Koyambedu, I can get a Volvo to Trivandrum. That will reach earlier than flight. Then there is a question of me managing to pull this off without being able to lift the bags. Gavssik is on his marriage leave during that time. Else, I could have called him.
I had the strangest dream today. I was coming out of Chennai airport. Then I spot Ann there waiting for me. Upon seeing me, she comes running and hold me in a tight embrace. I was surprised and shocked. Both are in tears. Kisses. Then she does something unexpected. She lifted both legs and wrapped it around me, leaving me to support her weight. That's a signature move and I could have supported her weight in my arms. But my arms are weak. Somehow, I managed and told her that I can't hold on. She stands up and tells me: We are going to fix that together. She comes with me to Trivandrum. Only my dad knows who she is. Others think that she is a friend of mine, came to visit Trivandrum (Or home nurse, I can't remember clearly). I gave her my room and I slept in the hall. I got better in her care. I neither asked nor she told me about her family and where they think she is.
I said a strange dream because I know that this is never going to happen. There is a saying in Malayalam that dreams during the morning hours is going to come true. I woke up at 7 right from this dream. Still, it's not going to happen. For that, she needs to read this blog to know when and where I am coming. Even if she reads, she will ignore it. The probability of her reading is less than 10%. Her not ignoring is 1%. Her deciding to come is 40%. She once came to the railway station just to meet me. So, 40%. In the rare chance she comes to the airport, she will never come with me to my hometown. The girl who is even afraid to talk to me, wouldn't dare to make such a statement. But, with that one gesture of love, I forgot everything else, in the dream. Obviously, in real life too.
My keyboard got damaged. A lot of keys are not working. Especially space, 'N', 'B', '0' and Enter. I had to use on-screen-keyboard and painstaking one hour to write this. I should be really mad.
To Madness.
I had the strangest dream today. I was coming out of Chennai airport. Then I spot Ann there waiting for me. Upon seeing me, she comes running and hold me in a tight embrace. I was surprised and shocked. Both are in tears. Kisses. Then she does something unexpected. She lifted both legs and wrapped it around me, leaving me to support her weight. That's a signature move and I could have supported her weight in my arms. But my arms are weak. Somehow, I managed and told her that I can't hold on. She stands up and tells me: We are going to fix that together. She comes with me to Trivandrum. Only my dad knows who she is. Others think that she is a friend of mine, came to visit Trivandrum (Or home nurse, I can't remember clearly). I gave her my room and I slept in the hall. I got better in her care. I neither asked nor she told me about her family and where they think she is.
I said a strange dream because I know that this is never going to happen. There is a saying in Malayalam that dreams during the morning hours is going to come true. I woke up at 7 right from this dream. Still, it's not going to happen. For that, she needs to read this blog to know when and where I am coming. Even if she reads, she will ignore it. The probability of her reading is less than 10%. Her not ignoring is 1%. Her deciding to come is 40%. She once came to the railway station just to meet me. So, 40%. In the rare chance she comes to the airport, she will never come with me to my hometown. The girl who is even afraid to talk to me, wouldn't dare to make such a statement. But, with that one gesture of love, I forgot everything else, in the dream. Obviously, in real life too.
My keyboard got damaged. A lot of keys are not working. Especially space, 'N', 'B', '0' and Enter. I had to use on-screen-keyboard and painstaking one hour to write this. I should be really mad.
To Madness.
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